bounce
I am currently writing this on an old chromebook, please excuse the spelling mistakes. ugh my science has been dropping... its not even my fault too like... okay... okay sir you hate me okayy like.. boucing.. bouncin bouncin boucin on my wood. do your legs get tired from bouncing on my wood all night long?
i forgo
so its been a minute. my rui obsession is fully gone i genuinely want to vomit every single time i see him now. like. whenever i see rui now i have a genuine fight or flight response every time i see rui. so um. ya! i dont like rui anymore. I still really like hanabie now. and mouthwashing. and chiikawa. i went to a hanabie concert 2 months ago and i met them so thats cool! i got vip hahah but yeah thats basically it. i also dont go by kami anymore because i dont want to have anything remotely related to rui kamishiro. in 2022 i took a part of rui's last name and made it my online name, but as you can see. i really dont like rui anymore. so i'm just going by an irl nickname :) ive been doing better now so thats good! my grades are okay (95 and above in all my classes) so everything is doing fine :)) I don't think i have anything else to write about? i forgot about this website and havent written anything in 3 months so you think i'd have more to write about. i guess not. well, with that out of the way, i guess i'll just end it here! toodles!
hey
its been a while! ive been better. i havent been blogging too much lately so, ya! ill be trying to make a new layout :0 yay! i honestly dont know what else to say LOLLLL um so my rui obsession has been fading away a lot! recently ive been obsessing over max design pro (cringe but free) and hanabie, so yay! thats all. I cant wait to make the new theme! :D
where have I been?
agh..a lot happened in my life lately... school thought I was armed, polics had to look through backpack, police found suicide notes instead, parents find out about my horrid mental health, and now I'm in a mental health program with 3 hours of group therapy. great... it's bad there I don't like it there but whatever enkugh abkut my probelms... sorry for disappwqeing
.. i had like no motivationat all to code so... my bad... and also just everythinf that i mentioned. thanks for reading bases ♡ baii
this website is an uhh
i want this website to have youtube videos made on it one day. like, not in a bad way, just like those goofy videos. I dont know, i cant explain it. theres no reason for this blog post. i just felt like saying this. bye!
when i turn sideways
hey guys! sorry for not updating this blog for a little while, my mental health has been deteriorating a little bit. Not like it hasn't already been bad, but its been worse than usual lately. Don't wanna be a burden though, so thats gonna be pushed to the side for now :) thats an explanation, not an excuse. So, my Rui merch finally came in! Yay! I dont know what to write today.
so.... toodles?
i am an official rui fan
Hello everyone! Very sorry for disappearing for a while, my mental health has deteriorated even further, unfortionately, but i'm doing alright! Yesterday, I bought a Rui plushie and a Rui card bundle, so yay! Today, I ordered yet another Rui plushie! (the mochi one) So, double yay! And if you're wondering about the mental health part, it's really not that bad, its just me constantly fantasizing about my own death haha,,, but don't worry about that! I've been trying to get better, so thats alright! Anyways, I'm really excited for the merchandise to come in! The Rui Plushie #1 and the card bundle should come in late April to early May, but the Rui mochi plushie should be coming in about 1-2 weeks! Also, I've been thinking of making a new layout, what do you guys think? ofcourse, still rui themed, but looking different.
but thats all for now! make sure to smash that like button like im gonna smash your mo-
BAND!!
I'm in a band now! (along with being in an idol group, but thats been going on for a year now haha) I'm the guitarist and vocalist! We have a bassist and a keyboardist, but we dont have a drummer :( our band name is One Two Miracle, by the way! Enough about that, I've been feeling fine lately! I finally got ungrounded from all my devices, and I've been doing well in school! I never felt this much... peace? You could call it, I guess. All this happiness and peace just gives me a warm feeling in my chest. It's nice. Haven't felt this way in a while!
Anyway, thats enough for now. Thank you for reading. Toodles!
sorry for disappearing
MY SCHOOL BLOCKED NEOCITIES ON THE CHROMEBOOKS AND I WAS GROUNDED SO I COULDNT UPDATE MY NEOCITIES BECAUSE I HAD NO OTHER DEVICES THAT COULD DO HTML OTHER THAN MY HOME COMPUTER BUT I GOT GROUNDED FROM MY COMPUTER SO I CUOLDNF AWHHJH
thanks for coming to my to my tedtalk hehe
school
schools hard
no like really, i act super surpised when i have bad grades but i know i willingly dont do my assignments haha anyway im making a song for vocaseka
Hello lurkers of my Neocities!
What do we think of my new layout? I think its pretty :)
Im working on some of the pages still, but its a cute website themed on my son!!!!!! (rui!!!!!) hehehehe alright thanks for reading this blog post :) expect to see some updates soon... if anyones even reading this haha